Dear matthew I like you alot
I realise you're in a relationship with someone right now
And I respect that
I would like you to know that if you're ever single in the future
And you want to come visit me in california
I would be open to spending time with you
And finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song
Dear jonathan I like you too much
I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me
And think solely about themselves
And you were plenty self - destructive for my taste
At the time I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is
Whenever I think about the early 90's
Your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday
Dear terrance I love you muchly
You've been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive
And nurturing and consummately there for me
I kept drawing you in and pushing you away I remember
How beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch and cry in front of you for the first time
You were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself what was wrong with me
Dear marcus you rocked my world
You had a charismatic way about you with the women and you got me
Seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own ass
But I could never really feel
Relaxed and looked out for around you though
And that stopped us from going any further than we did
And it's kinda too bad because we could've had much more fun
Dear lou we learned so much
I realise we won't be able to talk for some time and I understand that as I do you
The long distance thing was the hardest and we did as well as we could
We were together during a very tumultuous time
In our lives I will always have your back
And be curious about you and your career and your whereabouts
Vova
